Third Round of My Battle :)

#Keep #on #Moving. #Live #Laugh #Love.#Hope #Best ~ #asdfghjklYAN

     
     Three rounds ended. Three rounds succeeded and survived. But wait, THERE'S MORE. :)

    I admit this third lap of my battle that I did my best to finish this race better than the past ones. I even doubled my effort to have my notes in every subject. I made it triple some time. I participated in the class more often and I balanced my time well. But let me talk about my improvements in ICT IV. What did I learned? 

     As a throwback, I mentioned before about the manual entry of thousands (to exaggerate) of HTML tags. I really used the most of my patience. At the range of maximum level just to come up with a good or let me say satisfying web page. But, as I made my way to the main entrance of third lap, it is a big WOW for me. Web page designing made easier! All I need to do is to explore the program then click  the command I want to apply in my web page. When our teacher introduced it to us, I went like, "WHAT? SERIOUSLY? ARE YOU JOKING?" MICROSOFT FRONTPAGE, why too late? :) I thought of myself giving my all just to finish a web page using the editor, NOTEPAD. Then all of a sudden, that program exists. How nice. :D This is so something odd. For this lap, I discovered new way of creating an effective web page. But that is not the only one that I discovered. It is about my ability. I discovered that I can do the best to be on top. I mean, I can be as good as I never expected myself to be. I discovered a change in me. And, I think I already found the missing me. I always go to the point that, I'll hold on for seconds. Thinking about this lap. I really did this? Questions all over my head. I confidently say that problems can't bring me down this time. Those circumstances are motivating me instead to do every thing that I can to survive the race. This level ain't that good and as well as bad. It is just an average.

     Moving on, I will continue doing a good job. I am close to the end. I am down to the final round. I need to do the best. Even it will bring out the all of me, I will. Just to succeed and survive as well. I am not afraid to fail, but I want to have some recognition to my hardships.

I Can't Undo Yet I Can Do BETTER =)

 

BUZZ! Listen to this song while reading. Thanks :)) Happy New Year :*

    

     Time travels too fast. 2012 is my yesterday and 2013 is my today. Yes, it is :) 2013 is my new chapter. For life is my novel which is unpublished and most of all unique. I have created a new episode and I am ready to welcome new characters in my own play. Fresh end and of course, a fresh start. Beginning is the most important part of life. 

     "Although no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can make a brand new start from now and make a brand new ending."

     What's done is already done. Can't erased. Can't undo. But it can be changed. That's how life is. That's why a pencil contains an eraser for mistakes to be corrected. And that is how I always begin with new year. I foresee what had been done. Everything I'd done, either good or bad for me to know what is to changed and what is to remain. I always do a throw back from the past, and here I am considering things whether accepted or not. I am a woman who turned to be weak when circumstances came unto my way before. I am that someone who taught herself to cry when it is not carried anymore. I am that someone who missed herself and changed a lot, and get a hard time to revive the lost one. I always try to be happy. I always try to remain stable even my soul, my heart, and my mind just can't. I turned to be a total loser. I let myself to be that pessimistic and depressed. Once stumbled, I got hard time to get up. I kept on letting the past haunt me down. I am that someone who is very sensitive. I tried to be numb. To be deaf. To be blind. And the bottom line is, I did all those things because I am afraid to be hurt. I am afraid to feel like a total junk, trash and a total NOTHING to anyone. I am the one giving my all, not a part of me. Eventually, I am the one who receives nothing. Who turned to be worthless in the end. I really don't like to suffer that much. I pity myself. I do. 

     As the clock struck to 12 midnight, I am pretty ready to face 2013. I will face the year with me being strong enough to overcome things. No matter what comes along my way, I'd be standing still. Too brave to defeat all the odds. I will change for the better. I maybe weak last year but it doesn't mean I'd be weak forever. Changes do exist. I learned to give just a part of me and it's not good if I am going to keep on giving until nothing's left for me. I must love myself first than loving someone else. I don't need to be numb, deaf and blind to things which tells about reality. Hence, I must accept every single thing that happens in my life. For every thing happens for a reason. I maybe someone who loses herself, but that's yesterday. And not today. Not anymore. Circumstances shall bring me up and never be the reason for me to give up. I don't intend to continue this journey to be a total loser. I know I can stand on my own. I must be optimistic always to avoid wrinkles to show up in my forehead this early. I want to be happy and I need to DO it but not to TRY. Every intention doesn't always start and end as an intention itself. But it needs an action. An application. I won't let anybody make me cry. I've done it yesterday and I won't do it again this time. :)

Opening Shut-up Hearts

#Give #Love #On #Christmas #Day :)

    

     Last page of the calendar. Last month for the year 2012. The most awaited month every year. Not everybody does but almost everyone. It is the most anticipated month of the year because it has something that any month can't have. It has the most loved and most cherished celebration that any man can't ever forget. And this celebration is none other than what we call, CHRISTMAS.

      Every time I hear this nine-letter word, I always think of Jesus Christ' birthday, gifts, Christmas parties, decorations, and of course, SANTA CLAUS even though I'm not sure if he truly exists. But what is the true meaning or essence of this day? Is it the material things we receive from our loved ones?

      "But I am sure that I have always thought of Christmas time, when it has come round... as a good time; a kind, forgiving, charitable, pleasant time; the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely." ~ Charles Dickens. 

      Christmas is a kind, forgiving, charitable, and pleasant time for us people. Kind and forgiving. Why? In my own point of view, even we don't want to admit the fact that we more appreciate these words when Christmas comes along, we can't hide the mystery behind "Pasko na. Magkabati na kayo." to us Filipinos. Isn't it ironic that you have forgiven that person because it's Christmas time? Isn't it more meaningful if we forgive from the bottom of our hearts? That point of view may sound contradicting to the statement but that is the truth. Let me go to the positive side of the statement. It is kind and forgiving because the essence and the joy of Christmas will be attained fully if we don't have any heartaches and unresolved problems on that day. We should spread love at the greatest. Charitable. Christmas is all about sharing. Material things don't matter as big deal as you want it to be. But the things that couldn't be seen but felt. Share your love to everyone. I believe that love is the root of every care unto neighbors in this world. Pleasant time. Sometimes, it happens that this day is allotted to be the grand reunion to either families or friends. And time to put up Christmas parties to be enjoyed by everyone. But bear in mind that it is not also about how elegant the party is. What matters is we are HAVING FUN.

     Christmas is the only time I know of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one consent to open their shut-up hearts freely. It is related to forgiving. It is about solving and closing misunderstandings between man and woman. It is about giving each other chances to change for the better.

     The true essence of Christmas is within our hearts. It depends on how we treasure people who are always  with us in keeping life meaningful. Because life is a jigsaw puzzle. Everyone is here because he or she has a place to fill. It depends on how we show our tender love and care to Him. If we know how to do it, for sure, we will have the most unforgettable holiday we ever had. :)

~ MERRY CHRiSTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ♥

     

EQUALITY | Let It Reign :>

#Be #Neutral. #Spread #Love

   

      Equality. The state of being equal. The act of being fair. One thing that could build PEACE in the whole universe. We don't need to judge differences. We need to respect differences. We all have rights. And that right is to be treated well as a person. We were born with the same atmosphere and likewise to our Father. We may differ to personalities and lifestyles. But that doesn't mean we are going to sort out people and treat them in terms of their state. And that is totally wrong. Let me share a quotation pertaining to equality which will hopefully wake every minds.

     “Men are from Earth, women are from Earth. Deal with it.” ~ George Carlin

     As I saw that from web, I never hesitate to turn to the next page. Hence, I copied the quotation. Why? Because it simply rang my mind. With that, scenes crept to my mind. We all know that we are living in the same land. But how come people can't ponder upon the word EQUALITY? 

     I can't hide the fact that discrimination is within the universe. It swallows the heart of people. And that shouldn't last long. From the quotation itself, it simply wants to bring out the real meaning of socialization. We need to deal with it. Socializing isn't finding somebody to hang on so that you can be famous, to look elegant, and to be always "in". It is all about accepting your neighbors to who they really are and respecting their strengths and weaknesses. Discriminating is such a virus that should be detected quick and be deleted from our system. 

     As far as I can remember, I have once met a girl who kept on hanging out to people with a name in the society. She shows good image to them of course. But I am shocked when I saw how she treats other people. She seemed like a BOSS but when she is with her friends, she metamorphosed into an angel like she is too good enough. That's why, others are afraid of her and they can't go near her. From that, I stood up and talked to them. I told them, "Why are you afraid of her? You are both human and inhaling the same oxygen. She is NO ONE to treat you like that. She has no any idea about your right as human. You should make a move to wake up her mind and change for the better. Show her that you can fight for your own rights and you will never back her off. Because if you kept on showing that you are weak and afraid of her, she will continue in treating you like that."

    Days passed. Good news that I could smell a change in my atmosphere. Equality seemed to reign soon. No discrimination but LOVE towards neighbors. Any color. Any state. :> Equal rights. Equal opportunities.

Burning Thousand Lives -____-"

     Climate change. Since then, I am hearing about this and I am too familiar about it. Something like it is not new to me anymore. We all know that climate is the weather averaged over a long period of time. But then, because of uncertainties and nature abuse by humans, CLIMATE CHANGE was born resulting to different calamities and other harmful effects that can lead to DEATH. However, everyone can save Mother Earth suffering from this illness. Everyone can be a hero to its own field. And I can rescue my own by doing something. By walking my talk. To start the notion, I am twisting my brain trying to come up with an appropriate solution to the problem. As a normal citizen, I can respond to climate change by figuring out first what are the roots of the problem. Like, asking myself how did it exist. How?

     As I tried to look for resources, I have known the cause. The main cause to be exact. It is due to the human expansion of the said greenhouse effect which greatly affects the ozone layer that coats our whole land. I also checked how this greenhouse effect made possible. First, water vapor. This contributes in the formation of the mentioned effect. Water vapor increases as the Earth's atmosphere warms, but so does the possibility of clouds and precipitation, making these some of the most important feedback mechanisms to the greenhouse effect. Second, carbon dioxide. A minor but very important component of the atmosphere, carbon dioxide is released through natural processes such as respiration and volcano eruptions and through human activities such as deforestation, land use changes, and burning fossil fuels. Humans have increased atmospheric CO₂ concentration by a third since the Industrial Revolution began. This is the most important long-lived "forcing" of climate change. Third, methane. A hydrocarbon gas produced both through natural sources and human activities, including the decomposition of wastes in landfills, agriculture, and especially rice cultivation, as well as ruminant digestion and manure management associated with domestic livestock. On a molecule-for-molecule basis, methane is a far more active greenhouse gas than carbon dioxide, but also one which is much less abundant in the atmosphere. Fourth, nitrous oxide. A powerful greenhouse gas produced by soil cultivation practices, especially the use of commercial and organic fertilizers, fossil fuel combustion, nitric acid production, and biomass burning. Last but not the least, chlorofluorocarbons (CFCs). Synthetic compounds of entirely of industrial origin used in a number of applications, but now largely regulated in production and release to the atmosphere by international agreement for their ability to contribute to destruction of the ozone layer. They are also greenhouse gases.

    Knowing all of that facts, I can surely make plans. Step two will now follow. 

    Imagine the whole world suffering from terminal climate change. Imagine sobbing Mother Earth, pleading unto its people. It is like, your mother begging you to stop your rebel. Can you tolerate such human activities that can totally annihilate the whole land? Specifically, our whole LIFE. As a traveler in this world, I now take this privilege to speak. What am I gonna do to make things in order?

    I should join in any campaign regarding saving Mother Earth such as tree planting. I should be good in encouraging everyone to join too and be much aware about the current situation. I should lead in promoting the never fading 3Rs which is REDUCE, REUSE, RECYCLE. I will participate to programs stopping illegal human acts which greatly utilize that said greenhouse effect.

    In thousand years, the world could live good. Only if we, the stewards know the responsibilities to make it possible. We can do something even in our little ways. A simple concern with a touch of response to make it better is a big thing. One burning plastic is equal to millions of ended lives. Let love reign. Let abuse be erased in everyone's heart. Our future is in our hands.

- credits: http://climate.nasa.gov/causes/ for some pieces of information mentioned above.

Second Round of My Battle :)

     Five months had passed by. I am still strong enough, continue fighting my started battle. For the second round, I unlocked a new world. A new set of challenges. A new set of discoveries. I encountered the world of Hypertext Mark up Language. Everything is new. Every detail of it is a gain for me. What is its function, purpose, kinds, editors, and commands that it can execute dependently and independently.

   In dealing with the topic, I sometimes lose my patience in typing the tags manually. That's why I am tempted to do the copy paste shortcut keys for faster work. With the lesson, I didn't find it super mega difficult. It is instead fun to do. You have that feeling of gaining and gaining knowledge everyday. I am enjoying every ICT period with this. So much. Doing our 2nd quarter project is the most thrilling chapter of my second battle. It is when we rushed everything just to pass it on time. Yes, ON TIME. Our group didn't use time wisely so we ended up cramming the project. And thumbs up for us. We did it. HOORAY!

    I addressed the problems by expanding by patience at most. I am keeping in mind that I can do it. Just enjoy the thing. Something like that. I never fail to cheer myself up when I can feel it breaking down. I am doing my best to understand every lesson tackled and to master every commands that the tags can execute.

    Moving on, I will do my best still. Just like in a race, I am still on my 2nd lap out of 4 laps. Two more to go. I will continue striving hard to be consistent to what I started and I only wish for the best to happen. I will pursue my journey to be in my right destination. Another GOOD LUCK to me.

English Proficiency for Competence :>

      UPHOLDING ENGLISH PROFICIENCY FOR COMMUNICATIVE COMPETENCE. A great signage to widen up people's awareness about the importance of the universal language. We all know that any nationality can use this medium that is why it is considered as universal. 

      Being proficient in English is a privilege to open a good flow of your race. Let me have some examples for better understanding. Professionals may look more professional if they are proficient enough to impress clients. From that, they can receive promotions or maybe they could be consistent on their chosen jobs. Also with call center agents.They will not be able to have an excellent performance to have THUMBS UP remarks to their BOSS if they are not proficient.Most of all, they can't communicate well to other nationalities if they don't. As a result, there will be no clients and worse, no more job.

     For youngsters like me should learn English as a steppingstone to aim what we want to aim.To dream as high as the highest mountain could be. Start today so that we will not encounter any difficulty in dealing with the language. If we do, expect people who will look at you with their amazed expression. And all they could say, "WOW". We should be the proudest by then. We will not be getting hard time too to search for any job.
     If we wish to travel to English countries,we can socialize to the people living there well. With all that poise and fluent in speaking the language.As if you are a native American or Englishman.Wherever we go, we can deal with any nationality due to the fact that we are proficient.

   With that positive outcomes I conclude, IF THERE IS ENGLISH PROFICIENCY, THERE IS COMPETENCE.